DON'T KNOW WHY

I'm trying to start again
Even though I already know that nobody is interested
平気なふりをして
Even so, I still can't give up

Writing down meaningless lyrics
Feeling like I'm just someone's mimic
I don't know anything about logic
The world is full of tricks

Even if the grass on the other side is greener
I don't even have a home of my own
So I just tell myself that I don't care anymore
I'm only desperately trying to convince myself of that

Why? I don't know
I just can't stop
I know better than anyone
That there's nothing I can do about it

そうだよ、よくわかってるんだ…

Talent? I never had any to begin with
And nothing but my emotions are running wild
わかってる、but I just have to keep doing this
何故かわからない

何故かわからない
でも君が恋しい

I'm childish
And yet I'm still clinging to it without ever learning my lesson
君が正しいふりをして

Even so, I don't want to believe it

Hoping for a magic that will never happen
Waiting for someone's click
It's as if I'm an addict
I'm right on the verge of panic
I want to become something to someone
But I don't have anything at all
So I just desperately tell myself, "Whatever happens”

Why? I really don't know anymore
I just can't bring myself to end it
I know better than anyone
That there's nothing I can do about it
ありえない

Talent? I never had any to begin with
And nothing but my emotions are running wild
わかってる、but I just have to keep doing this
何故かわからない

I just let myself run wild according to my instincts
I can't adapt at all
わかってるだろ、but I just shake everything off
何故かわからない

何故かわからない
でも君が恋しい